어떠케..?
I might just want to take back everything I said wrt respect about..(?)
And to take back all I believed about perfection of a family.
I mean, it can’t be. I’d probably rejoiced to quickly and too much.
Of course, God’s repititive hints: He never puts you in a perfect family.
I can’t hate. I can’t just hate someone who hates me. But I’m too disappointed. And utterly baffled.
I wouldn’t either, try to pull myself back to his lovelist.
Such shallow threshold of love, and such insensitivity.
If ‘this much’ is the much you can only tolerate, its not love. Its pushing your limits for the sake of it.
So why wouldn’t I continue going to the God who’d love me, no matter what?
I am too amazed.
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