Celebrate- Today is the day He has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.

Anyday in school can be so taxing. Today we barely faced challenges, but I reviewed mine. Why brood over it? Once James asked us to think about one thing we struggle with. I struggle with facing problems, because I brood over them. Another time we realise we pray, others moan. I do have solutions in God, I know to pray.

There really is no reason in denying God, denying Love, in its true sense. It is all so real, so true, so evident, we live by God’s plan today-why do some humans just seek to force a falseness from what they live by. Why try their hardest to pull away from God’s love? And to produce partial facts from the truth, to gain acceptance- where they could find it so near, in God.

Faith is not a joke. What comes out of it is impossibility, as human name it. God’s people want to find it within themselves.
It angers me all the unreasonable information the school tries to feed us with.

How false can anyone let it be? We’re living in God’s timing already. It says Before Christ and After Death/Anno Domini, not Caveman Times, or Unarchived and Archived, and not ever, Ape and Man. Shouldn’t people accept it while they make use of such abbrieviations, in account to times they live in? For God’s sake, and For Christ’s sake- people misuse these, but they never see how they mean literally- in the name of God. So they believe in the power of these words, because they use it in exasperation.

Anyhow, judgement.
I tried to figure out judgement, because I find myself so conscious about what people discuss. I know ultimately God’s judgement only matters, but being a salt and light is one other thing that matters as much. People pass judgment almost too quickly, and whatever their eyes feed, they take it in, and there’s an imprint. Its so difficult to take it away from them, or to alter it, correct it. I want an impression of God’s people to be right. It will take so much effort, and so much more faith.

Oh man. I was always aware, but  I never considered so heavily how not changing my ways at home would come into danger sometime. Rather, sometime so soon. God ambushed me with a warning. I need to be a salt and light, sword and light! Whichever, (OH MAN) now guilt is living with me I can’t retrieve/reverse my impact from my actions(!). Its done so/too much damage.

Oh God, I think I’m in some kind of a trap I set for myself. I haven’t been doing God proud have I. I might be unable to climb out of this trap,-but surely I can dig myself a way out? ):

God please work on my bro D: (Tell him I’m still trying?) Oh mann. In the meantime I think I should really work(hard) on my salt and light skills.

On a lighter and (a lot more) positive note, TIME is reaching out in Faith, Praise GOD! Its cover says HOW FAITH CAN HEAL. Faith really does heal! God is working TIME. TIME is like a global magazine! I’ll see their faces when the class gets their copy next week. Probably someone serves God behind this thing.

Must be a salt and light!

I do really!
Cards I’ve personally made and written for all 22 people I love (though there are more others), I meant every word I wrote, I kinda hoped I could have plucked up the courage and thick-skinny to read to everyone, but um.

I didn’t want them to feel like a bulk production, cos the display did result from time-constraint and working-with-bulk constraint. If there was a keyword search on those, (and I’m guilty for the limit) I repeated loads; ‘love’, ‘care’ and oh-its-so-great-to-know-you catchphrases. But I truly meant every word of it. It was great and more than great to know- Shiting Kim Karen Rochelle Cheryl Raphael Ruixian Joanne Tifen(!) Yinling Chialing LiYin James Melvin Louis Louis ChengWei LiLin Joel JasmineLoh Celeste Serene(I could’ve done for more!). Because the whole people were actually having me showered with love and care, well. I thanked God He blessed me with a family for Him.

How’s that? The essay was my take for the drama presented on Christmas service. Simply wonderful. I really wanted to keep it in mind forever, it seemed the most apt to portray our finding the perfect answer in God. It portrayed God’s Love, it portrayed our denial, but we have to reach back to God. I managed to remember snippets of it, so I put it down.

I am so thankful for the most meaningful, most perfect Christmas I have ever spent. I spent it with those who found God and Loved God. I spent it spreading God’s love and joy. I felt the pull- God’s pull closer to the unit. I knew people. I jumped in excitement when playing games. I sang with passion. I dared do any silly actions while carolling. And For the first time I received all the letters and postcards that showed and touched me the effort and love and care, and time put in, I could not wait more to read them than to look at the presents. And it made me recount, how much all the cards I have tried written would mean to others. If what they penned down mattered to me, I must put good love across which I really mean. And this time I’ll put my heart into gifting because they’re for people I love.

Thank God for putting these people into my life. We barely knew one another, but God made us so close like we all had grown up together under God.

I can never forget this first best Christmas(:
Happy Birthday, Love.